It can often happen when u r heart Sentimentally that you start feeling something otherwise.
Someone who is very close to U and you anyhow want to have a meeting with her either personally or on phone..... U are desperate till the time u don't have a talk with. U feel something missing kind of till u have heard the voice. The moment u hear the same u are ready to end the day peacefully, otherwise u are having the cell in your hand for each second and U force your attention after and again after only to cross check that have not u received the call or the cell in not in silent mode knowing even that u have put it in vibrating or loud mode. That's the king of feeling which makes you so childish.
U R habituated to call each day or the alternate day knowing that u are not into any sort of affair or relationship but still the space in the as such which is not less than the committed relation. That's the type of relationship I too had.
Some word really heart and it heart more than a bullet when u are compared unfairly with someone. ( might be with a commited one) . you said something like... 'Saw your snap and was laughing on it......" and when asked about the reason, U said that " U are looking to have put down extrare weight ......... Thoda exercise ... Walking chalu kar lo........." and when u get a reaction "Usseya Kya ...... ko to mai pasand hu. U better keep your suggestion with u only"
Now this is ridiculeous. first , their is unfair comparision, are bhai duniya bus ek hi jagah simat ke rah gaye hai kya????? And this although not a big Issue creater statement, but it hearted me a lot and from that day onwords somewhere a strong feeling of not calling started to genrate... Everytime I wanted to call the statement run through the mind that it is just said and it forces you to restrict even if you wanted internally to call to talk but this strong feeling of comparision somewhere through you in the side basket and u somehow try to stop it.
I dont know whether it is correct or wrong doing but that is how I am ....as said by my known one to.. that "agar iske kuch aacha nahi lagta hai to yeh dire dire apne aap ko side kar leta hai ... not demanding a why or something" although few of them suggested that I should ask for something which I felt bad for but unfortunately I cant do it and I deside the action. In the above case too it happened and the reason is ................ :-(
