Hum na Samjhe the........

Hum Na Samje thay.... Baat Itni Si...
Yeh Dil hay Sise Ka, aur Duniya Pathar Ki................

Choices.......

At times choices are not your choices...... they are the choices which are forced to be the choices.

I was not wanting to choose the option to retain my relationship but YES as they say that in INDIA getting into relation (marriage) is easy but getting out of it is really difficult. Even though it is well and publicly known that I can not and do not want to Continue this relationship still I am forced to continue the Relation. whether it is by my Well Known one may be it is SS or NK or SK or RP or whoever it may be everybody is forcing to chose what I don't want to choose. This is where this tradition comes into picture and one knows the problem and compulsion to be faced.

In the current scenario I have to take the decision from the odd one to continue the relation for one more time after which things will be either this side or that side.

Dont CRY......

We cry for them, who never care for us.
We care for them, who will never cry for us.
and we make them cry who always cares for us.


Never cry for anybody because the person for whom you cry, never deserve your tear and who really deserve it, will never let u cry.


Nazron ko tere pyaar se inkaar nahi hai,
Chah ker bhi ab yeh dil bekeraar nahi hai,
Hakiqat hai yeh koi khwaab nahi hai,
Meri khamoshi mera izhaar nahi hai,
Is dil ko kisi ka intzaar nahi hai,
Yeh sach hai ki ab mujhe kisi se pyaar nahi hai.

Ishq wale aankhon se aankhon ki baat samajh lete hain,
Sapne mein mil jayen to mulakaat samajh lete hain,
Roota to aasman bhi hai aapni derti ke liye,
Log uske aashkon ko barsaat samajh lete hain.


Paani ki khaani mein bhi, her pal jalna parha,
Dil ko mom ki tarah, din raat pigalna parha,
Her taraf hawaon ki sajish mere khilaf the,
Phir bhi toofan ke saath-saath chalna parha,
Use mehfil se uthker chale jaane se khoof tha,
Mujhe tanha reh ker,
Duniya ke aangan mein bikharna parha,
Uski aankhon mein,
Wafa ke iraade badal gaye the,
Aur Mujhe he,
Apne naam pe kuch ker gujarna parha,
Bebusi ke aalam mein,
Hum manjil khoh chuke the,
Naye safar ki talaash mein,
Ab aage badna parha,
Na jaane kahan le gaya "NISHA" badta huya janoon,
Aapni jindagi ki khaatir, mujhe khud se ladna parha.




Now something about sweet memories:

Wafaon ke liye meri, itna jaroor ker,
Nafrat ke liye he sahi, mujko kabool ker,
Haan ek baar mein, kaat de umeedon ka gala,
Yuhin rafta-rafta na, aarmano ka khoon ker,
Fanah hoker bhi kitna, sakoon paya hai,
Ek moj bahut khush hai, sahil ko choom ker,
Is sooch mein doobha huya, hai aasman,
Baadal kyon ja raha hai, sehra se rooth ker,
Pyaar ke raaste do din na, chal saka,
Aaya tha vo, kitne he toofano se joojhker.


Tera shukriya kis tarah aada karun,
Tu jaffa kare aur mein sadha wafa karun,
Meri mahobaat ne bus itna sikhaya hai mujhe,
Khud mit jayon aur tere liye duya karun,
Unhe pata hai meri rooh ke jakham ka behtar,
Wahin batayen main konse dawah karun,
Sajaa to mil gaye mujhe meri begunahi ki,
Sochte hun ab to koi gunah karun,
Badalna pyaar ko nafrat mein tune chaha hai,
Khud se derti hoon main kaise yeh gunah karun.


Chiragon ko jalayen umar bhar,
Saath de ger yeh hawayeen umar bhar,
Ek lamhe ki khata ka yeh sila,
Payee hain humne sajayeen umar bhar,
Kuch bhi na hasil humko ho saka,
Uske der per de sadayeen umar bhar,
Yaad aayengee bahut sach maaniye,
Unko aapni khatayeen umar bhar,
Pal do pal ka saathe dete hain sabhi,
Kon kerta hai wafayeen umar bhar,
Bhool jayunge, magar ek sharat hai,
Yo bhi na yaad aayen umar bhar.


Unse mile to shaher mein mashoor ho gaye ,
Hum aapne aap se bhi bahut door ho gaye,
Kya jaane kya kashish the unki baat baat mein,
Sab faislen unke mujhe manjoor ho gaye.
Kaise samunderon ki sadaayein the kaan mein,
Hum dhoobne ko ek din majboor ho gaye,
Ek ek kerke waqt ne dhaaye kye sitam,
Ek ek kerke Khyaab mere choor ho gaye,
"Nisha" huye the unse badi mukhtsar si baat,
Hum umar bhar ke vaaste masroor ho gaye.


Door reh ker unhe aur paas paya,
Yaadon ke Shunn bane mera humsaya,
Subah ki tabasum ho ya dopahar ki ho tapish,
Jab bhi aaya,
Uska Khayaal aaya,
Chaand bhi khila hai,
Taaron ke jhurmut mein,
Per kyon na mujhe yeh raas aaya,
Her shakhas ne poocha mera haale-dil,
Per na jaane kyon ,
Unse he na koi sawaal aaya.

Extracts from Nisha Mam Orkut Profile

Time is the most valuable thing a man can spend

Uneven Sentimental Change.........

It can often happen when u r heart Sentimentally that you start feeling something otherwise.

Someone who is very close to U and you anyhow want to have a meeting with her either personally or on phone..... U are desperate till the time u don't have a talk with. U feel something missing kind of till u have heard the voice. The moment u hear the same u are ready to end the day peacefully, otherwise u are having the cell in your hand for each second and U force your attention after and again after only to cross check that have not u received the call or the cell in not in silent mode knowing even that u have put it in vibrating or loud mode. That's the king of feeling which makes you so childish.

U R habituated to call each day or the alternate day knowing that u are not into any sort of affair or relationship but still the space in the as such which is not less than the committed relation. That's the type of relationship I too had.

Some word really heart and it heart more than a bullet when u are compared unfairly with someone. ( might be with a commited one) . you said something like... 'Saw your snap and was laughing on it......" and when asked about the reason, U said that " U are looking to have put down extrare weight ......... Thoda exercise ... Walking chalu kar lo........." and when u get a reaction "Usseya Kya ...... ko to mai pasand hu. U better keep your suggestion with u only"

Now this is ridiculeous. first , their is unfair comparision, are bhai duniya bus ek hi jagah simat ke rah gaye hai kya????? And this although not a big Issue creater statement, but it hearted me a lot and from that day onwords somewhere a strong feeling of not calling started to genrate... Everytime I wanted to call the statement run through the mind that it is just said and it forces you to restrict even if you wanted internally to call to talk but this strong feeling of comparision somewhere through you in the side basket and u somehow try to stop it.

I dont know whether it is correct or wrong doing but that is how I am ....as said by my known one to.. that "agar iske kuch aacha nahi lagta hai to yeh dire dire apne aap ko side kar leta hai ... not demanding a why or something" although few of them suggested that I should ask for something which I felt bad for but unfortunately I cant do it and I deside the action. In the above case too it happened and the reason is ................ :-(

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Todays Thought....

The best gift you can give is a hug:
one size fits all
and no one ever minds if you return it